“You need offer only undivided attention. Everything else will be given you.” A Course In Miracles
“I will pay attention only to Love today.”
Let’s watch our thoughts today. Let’s watch our minds wandering a crooked path of anxiety and confusion. And to add to the complication, there are boulders to climb over and fallen trees blocking us along the way. There is no map that we can follow for this path because it twists and turns and then spins back upon itself for no reason at all. One moment we’re heading in one direction, then without provocation we’re suddenly somewhere else. These thoughts have no purpose but to keep us distracted and confused about our truth. They come from fear. Not from fear of bad things happening, but from fear of LOVE happening.
Love would straighten the path, remove the boulders, lift the trees and change our life. This is a terrifying thought for some, although we all would deny it. And yet we continue to perpetuate fear-filled thoughts that keep us on this dark and twisted path.
We feel amazing when we observe or are instrumental in creating joyous miracles. Yet we never keep our joy for long. Love is tolerable in small doses, but our egos can’t allow Love to rule us or be our constant experience. The tiny, noisy ego would fall away in the face of the glorious Light of God’s Love. We’re so afraid to lose our ego that we actually do what we need to do to keep it alive. Including block God’s Love from our experience.
We judge ourselves and others. We get angry over the smallest things. We justify our righteous thinking. We watch the news and read the newspapers to keep ourselves informed as to just how bad things are. We keep our sadness wrapped around us like a protective cloak. We complain about our stress and how it is making us sick. And yet we don’t give it up by surrendering it to God. Instead we allow it to have power over us and continue to complain and to get sick.
When we allow God’s loving laws to rule our experience instead of the world’s laws of fear, we will be allowing holy miracles to rain upon us and splash our lives with Light and Joy; with Peace and Love. This peace, this love and joy doesn’t come and go, but stays constant and eternal. It extends through us from the Divine Universe. Now we can be the channel through which His Love flows and all healing happens. And it all comes from paying attention – not to the ego, but to God.